8/06/2005 09:31:00 PM

"hi, do u wanna go upstairs?" dats a sort of pick up line dat a guy said to me at o bar dat day... think he meant to ask me go up to dbl o.. haha.. but i was stunned... coz he has a weird pick up line... n i think he's abit high... hahaha.. dats y mistaken me for some chio bu... wahaha... anyway its damn funny lah.. i tot he was going to tok to harnie coz he grab her hand.. but he juz pulled her away n tok to me.... hahaha... weird guy... maybe he's drunk lah.... anyway i answered him no.. n he ask me y.. den i juz tell him no... n he ask me to tell him the reason y i dun wan go up... -_-'''.. ended up i juz tell him i wanna stay at o bar den he left... june n vin said i shld haf juz tell him "go upstairs n look for my bf ah?" hahaha... coz bb is at dbl o at dat time... anyway luckily he didnt see the guy.. if not i wun noe wat will happen to dat guy since bb's whole clique of frenz r like so high n drunk... hee....

woke up quite early again today... but at least got 6hrs of slp... but i woke up crying... pillow was wet... had a bad dream again.. this time it felt so real... i actually tot it was happening.. anyway i hope it doesnt come true... its juz a bad dream... i shld juz stop scaring myself wif my dreams....
time to go pick bb up n my bro's family...

8/06/2005 02:06:00 PM

slpt at 6am n woke up at 9am this morning... sux... cant get back to slp... had a terrible nitemare... something dat is possible to happen to me... n i'm afraid it will happen...
rotted the whole day at home... tried to slp in the afternoon.. but think i slpt for onli 30min... went out for dinner wif parents den rush home n went out wif vin.. went holland v wanted wala but no parking.. so we went to indochine instead n met up wif zhong kai... band was alrite... drinks abit ex but overall quite alrite... but the band ended at like 12 when we reach there onli at 1130.... -_-''' after dat stone in town for almost an hr... den we went to timah for supper... end up they played pool 1st.. ahha tok crap abit so now i'm home... time to slp soon.. feeling abit tired yet i noe i cant get to slp....
i;ve been having this uneasy feeling since i woke up this morning... maybe i'm frighten by the nitemare.... but i cant help but feel very insecure.... i never had this feeling b4... i noe i trust u yet at the same time i'm afraid dat someday u will not be there for me anymore... i noe u r unhappy dat i went out again tonite... i'm sorry.... i didnt noe dat u will get so unhappy over it.. i dunno wat else i can say... but it juz seems dat wat happens in the nitemare is similar to wat is happening now... i realli dun wan my nitemare to come true... i'm afraid it will...................

8/05/2005 04:35:00 PM

realise dat i've been pretty lazy to blog... haha... wanted to blog but juz dun feel like typing.. weird me... hee... a recap of the past few days...
wed: sch as usual... ended at 630...went to meet the seller of o2 mini... condition of the phone is good.. seller is very nice plus he's my senior of SA n ntu... hahaha... but he's like 8 yrs older?? watever... anyway bought the phone for bb... den send it to his hall.. haha.. no surprise de lor... he expected it... hee.. after dat went to fetch ben from his hall den supper at timah plus aaron.. tok cok until 2am den left.. send ben back to his hall den went to find bb.. play arnd wif his fone for awhile... den left for home at 3 plus... slpt...
thurs: woke up at 7am for sch.. less than 4 hrs of slp = stone! haha... felt so slpy the whole day.. but luckily onli 1 period break.. so alrite lah.. mind kept busy thinking.. hee... had some free mac food coz was MAE wk... den had lab... den after dat bb came over to my hse... had a little unhappiness for the day....
today: went mkt wif bb n my mum... after dat went town to collect lucky draw prizes n my fone!! hahaha... i miss my fone!!! hee... thank goodness its okie le.. n thanx bb for paying the repair fee... hee... came home n pray.... cook eggs for dinner for bb... den send him home to change den send him to ps there to meet his frenz... rushed home travelling at 110km/h along timah wif HEAVY traffic!! hahaa managed to not make vin n harn wait too long for me... fetch june at suntec.. den off to MS!!! hee.. went dbl o coz got some sms thingy which can get free entry... hee...thanx bb for the sms... dbl o was... alrite... quite nice music.. ltos of guys there.. n got 1 ang mo damn cute... too bad cant find him le.. hahaha... den had a hard time trying to hide from all the drunkards of bb's frens... hahah... sorry harnie.. hope u dun mind them playing... n stupid bb.. all ur fault... hahaha.. anyway it was hilarious la... to see them getting high n drunk... overall.. had a nice time wif vin june harn at dbl o... next time got free entry we go again okie... wahahah.... n i hope bb is fine after drinking SOOO MUCH n getting SOOO HIGH!!! haha... n he actually said dat i will get drunk... kns.. haha... okie lah.. its going to be another slpless nite le... dunno shld i go out later or not.. or shld i stone at home... boring boring boring.... =)

8/02/2005 05:30:00 AM

bored bored bored.... i'm blogging at bb's room now yet i'm all alone in his room... haha... bb's room got tv but there's nothing to watch now lor... he went out to help his fren wif his car.. watever... dunno... i'm staying back in his hall coz later he got inter block bball game.. going there to support him.. so got nothing much to do now... so sianz.. sch's getting suckier.... starting to cant cope wif my work le... find it so hard to do my tut.. haiz.. sianz... i miss my jc life... =(